i miss him.

i miss him so much. i miss his smile. i miss his laugh. i miss the way we used to talk. i miss how much we knew each other. i miss how close we were. i miss everything we used to share together. i don’t know what went wrong, but i just want to talk to him again. i want to hear his kind words. i just want to have a proper, long conversation with him again. i want to cry every time i think about the past. about our happy memories. about everything related to him. but i can’t. i can only keep everything inside and suffer alone. i don’t even know how to strike up a conversation with him anymore…